Girls Rule at Building Roads!

And we complain about potholes.....

The Road Ahead

As the great Western philosopher Dolly Pardon once said, “If you don't like the road you're walking, start paving another one." It’s not like I don’t like the road I have been walking on, it is that it has just come to a fork in the road. 

Don’t worry; I am not going to quote Frost or Yogi Berra at this point. Instead, I hoped on a plane, flew 2,000 miles and this morning worked 4 hours throwing rock and shoveling sand as I helped build roads in San Mateo. 

There is nothing like physically working side by side with children to adults - including locals, a group from Ole Miss, a guy who walked out of his life in Calgary Canada, and me – to make you appreciate the global beauty and efficiency of collaboration.

It was fun to see familiar faces as many of the children attend Holy Cross.  Also, my family will be proud to know that my throwing rock skills have made me a bit of a celebrity. One woman actually yelled, “She can throw like a man.”  They men like me, but unlike the Rasta guys on the island, they are shy and respectful.

I have promised myself that during this time on the island I am working to make my heart bigger and my body smaller – this morning was a perfect exercise regimen

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My Backyard

My Front Yard

Belize 2012

Well, I arrived in Belize City at approximately 5 pm on Wed., December 4th. I came with 3 more USF athletic equipment bags full of Tennis Shoes - @ 80 pairs.  Also, there were school supplies and toys. I also had 2 suitcases packed with my clothes and more shoes, supplies and toys.  Altogether it was 250 # of guarantee smiles.

I knew the biggest obstacle of the day was going to get the luggage off the conveyer, through customs, and to the water taxi across town.  Also, I was a bit concerned about getting it all from the San Pedro taxi stop to my home for the month.  However, all your Facebook and Family prayers worked as it was a breeze!!  The only problem was customs who decided I wasn’t as cute as I was in March, so I had to pay @ $100 in duty.  Dang!

Mason, the taxi driver, was more than willing to help me with my bags and even offered me his home free of charge if I wanted to hang out in Belize City for a while….see I told you all the people here were friendly!  Don’t worry mom and Thad, not even I am that naïve.

We made it in time for the last water taxi of the day, and @ 2 hours later, the lovely boys San Pedro carried everything from the beach right to a waiting beat-up van on Front Street!  Yes. A whole $5 later, my bags were in my amazing house, and I was off to get a $2 burrito in Central Park.

I was in bed by 9:30 – those that know me, acknowledge that means that I was exhausted.  I slept until 1 pm this afternoon – that doesn’t surprise anyone who knows me.

Unpacking, learning the names of those I will spend a lot of time around – housekeepers and groundskeeper for this hotel, shopkeepers within 5 minutes, etc have consumed most of the afternoon.  I have my own house behind, so I plan on doing my own housekeeping.

I have to say, that I am beyond surprised by my dwelling.  Ms. Lydia from Holy Cross set it up, and I got the feeling that it was going to be “kind of” a shack.  Ummm….no.  It is a 2 story home anything I could want.  I will post pic here and on Facebook. 

I love this house because it epitomizes all that I admire on the island. Out the front – from the veranda, is the view of the Caribbean. Looking out the back windows are the locals doing the best they can.  I love living somewhere in between.

A couple of disclaimers – 1. I will not be giving a complete “diary” of my days, but please know if I do, it is purely self-indulgent so I can go back and relive.  I hope to have more entries of  discoveries, insights and ramblings  2.I include prices just so those of you back home reading along get an idea of the cost of living; there is nothing we Americans understand better than price tags J

 School is still not in session for Christmas break, so I will not be going to Holy Cross tile next week.  In the meantime, many of the children are on the beach playing….guess where I am off to next?

The Legacy of Sylvin Schetnan - Dad's Eulogy

Thank you all for being here on Christmas Eve. With last minute shopping, preparation and traveling, please know that the Schetnan Family does not take it lightly that each of you are here. Here on the eve of our Savior’s Birth. There have been many people who have been so kind in their condolences and some had added, “I am sorry it is now. It is so difficult to have him pass this time of year.” Please don’t be sorry

I can’t think of a better time to celebrate dad’s life.  It brought our entire extended family to the farm to laugh and share stories.  I think our dad knew exactly what he was doing.  We can’t feel bad for him, he showed up in Heaven just in time for the biggest party of the year. Dad loved a paaaaarty. He was always the last to leave a gathering - he has children and grandchildren that resemble that statement. 

This last semester, I decided to throw my typical Introduction to Theatre syllabus out the window.  After 25 years of teaching, I decided to change it up. Instead I built the class around the world “legacy.”  We read plays looking for it, we watched plays and dissected the nature of it. In truth, it was totally self-indulgent.  Watching my father fight the good fight these past 4 ½ years, I had become intrigued by the word.  So, for 18 weeks, I along with 45 young collegiate minds chewed on this word, and I observed our reactions to it.

Legacy. That is a great word for those of us who grew up in the “Greater Brandon – Garretson Area.” When I was little, I remember being taken to the land of Blue Dragons to behold Legacy of the Brandon vs. Garretson Football Game.   Then, we moved here and lived the Legacy of the Jesse James legend.  Certainly as I look around the room, I see a “old school” legacy of family names (Davis, Engebretson, Bly, Hillested, Howe, Hoven, Koch, Nelson, Kringen, Pierrets, Koens, Stoterau, Edmundson and Garry…if I didn’t mention you it is just because I have a time limit here people).  My nieces just got a new dog the day dad died and named it Vinnie for Syl”vin” – certainly a legacy that dad would have cracked a smile and an inappropriate smart aleck remark.

Legacy.  As stated in the obituary, I asked dad what he thought his legacy was.  What wasn’t included in the Argus is what he said next.  I asked, “But Dad, what about your family?  What do you think or want your legacy to be within our family?”  He just shrugged and said, “That’s for you to decide.”

So, here we are -  making that decision.  What was Sylvin Schetnan’s legacy?  My children would tell you it would be his ability to fix anything – machines to hearts.  Teake loved it when he and Grandpa would fix an engine or some other machine to which Grandpa’s response would be, “That’s slick.”  Tyler, my oldest, would tell you that grandpa’s legacy is that he never missed a thing. From traveling the countryside in a Winnebago to watch track meets and football games, to witnessing Tyler’s commitment to join the Catholic Church this past year, grandpa lived to watch his family run toward their passions. Even in his last moments of speech, he pointed at Tyler’s wife Katie with love and admiration and said, “She is the rock. She is rock of faith.” 

Our father and mother did not only raise Jen, Thad and I, they had a pretty heavy hand in my children.  Not only did dad teach them to drive, shoot and fish; he modeled personal integrity, work ethic, family accountability and unconditional love.  Oh, and he also taught them a dictionary of inappropriate phrases that we cannot share here today. When I asked my nieces Sydni and Jadyn what they will always remember about Grandpa, they said, “Holding his big hands.”  Those two sweet little girls never missed a chance to hold our dad’s chipped, calloused and bruised hands.  He is now holding us all in the palm of his hands every day.

Legacy.  Thad said, “He always told us we could do or be anything, but he demanded we do it to a greatest level of excellence.”  Now, this is where most of our friends are now nodding going, “Yep, Syl Schetnan demanded excellence.” I remember Darcy or Ona once telling me that they did not like to stay over at my house cuz’ my dad “kinda” scared them. He was scary.  Demanding. Loud.  This is all true.  Dad liked to say, “Some people call it respect; I call it fear.”  The truth is, we did fear him.  Both our parents – like most of you – worked themselves to the bone to make all opportunities available.  We feared not delivering - not being the best we could be because they just loved  and believed in us, and worked so hard for us. Dad ran a tight ship, and the crew was rarely out of line. However, the destination for all three of us (and even mom and dad when they dared to tag along) has been international travel, more education than most people need, great jobs, better friends and a love of family that people in other places just dream about.  My siblings and I have acknowledged that his legacy may be, that he and my mother raised three kids who really like each other and love each other even more.

Yesterday, after listening to my dad’s brothers and their families, I was affirmed that one of the true legacies of my father is his ability to tell a story.  He loved a good story.  Most of our dad’s stories revolved around something stupid that one of us did. And as I listened last night to the Schetnan Clan, it was clear that the ability to weave a tale is injected deep into our DNA. Each of us have a story bigger and better than the next.   

Ok…I need to digress. I teach Greek Theatre and the one thing -  that is, the one common theme – the one done deal, is that in every Greek play there is a tragic hero who dies of a tragic flaw….stay with me.  A tragic flaw is a quality that is “seemingly” good but ends up being the death of the central character. The most common tragic flaw is hubris – or, wait for it Schetnan's…pride.  Yep, pride.  I wish I had a dollar for every time my father said, “Pride will kill ya kid.”  I had no idea what the heck he was talking about.  When I was a senior in high school, I decided to speak up...take a stand…dare I say it – talk back. 

He had just delivered a “Pride will kill ya” to which I replied, “Ya know dad, I am a pretty good kid.  I have good grades, I behave myself, I work hard in sports…I was a Blue Dragon cheerleader for goodness sake.”  He just shook his head, walked away, repeating, “Pride will kill ya.”  I didn’t know what he really meant by this, until after I had Tyler. One weekend, I was whining that I was embarrassed to use my state aid to live and attend college.  He just repeated the same head shake as he said the phrase again, “Pride will kill ya. Suck it up, take the help, get through school, pay your taxes and help the next girl.” I did and since that day, I have taught every student that I have ever had, the evils of self pride…hubris.  Who knew dad was a scholar of Greek philosophy?

Speaking of pride, my siblings and I would like to take this time to apologize to every person in this room for our father’s obnoxious pride in his children.  See how he spun that?  He was not a proud man, but he was immensely proud of his family.  However, the only reason we know this, is that others told us or we heard him from across the room while he was telling you. Most of the time, we had to wait for mom to tell us how embarrassed she was by his continual bragging.  He always complained that he raised children who have wheels on their feet and wings on their derrieres.  He didn’t want to hear about Denver, France, Baltimore, New York or Belize.  However, I am sure some of you have been bored to death by our lives.  I believe that dad never acknowledged these places because if he did, we may move away.  He and mom always wanted us within a phone call or 20 minute car ride.

Legacy – jitterbugging with our mom…having time to have a cup of coffee and conversation with anyone…creating a rural Disneyland for our cousins and their families with donkeys, lawn mowers, 4-wheelers, golf carts  and hayloft swings…phrases such as “Oh yeah” “I have no quarrel with that but..” “What do you think is going on over there?”  “What did she say?” “How much corn do you think the Vatican can hold?”  “Really?”  and “You Gotta Be Tough”

Legacy is humble his appreciation to AA for saving his life and consequently helping create Brandon’s 12 & 12.

Also, since I am the oldest, wisest and favorite child, AND the one who dared to get up here, I am owning a quick moment.  I will miss looking for my dad in a crowded room at an auction, at a basketball game or at someone else’s funeral. I will miss buying him V8, Tobasco sauce and pistachios. I will miss rubbing his eyebrows and his swollen feet with their gross toenails; I will miss him poking his head in my classes while I am teaching; I will miss being called Tootse (there were times that I thought my dad had forgotten my real name).

His greatest legacy is that he loved our mother with every inch of his being.  He knew he snagged the prettiest girl in Minnehaha County.  Mom, we talk about how he fought the big fight and even at the end wanted each and every breath.  We would like to think it was because he wanted to see what became Syndi, Jadyn, Tyler and Teake's lives, but it truth it was because he loved living his life with you.  We loved the way he looked at you.  He was your partner, your husband, your best friend, and your boyfriend.

So, what is Sylvin Schetnan’s legacy?  It is simple. It is the love of family wrapped in the gift of gab, tied up with the secure ribbon of AA and placed under a tree of faith.  On this package, the label reads, “To: Janet, Tootse, Butch, Punk and Families   Love you: Syl, Dad and Grandpa.